New Year Yawping

Well, it seems that everyone is talking resolutions and lists and goals, so I might as well join in.

It's funny, last new year I decided to leave the old year in the past. I wanted to let go of a few people/situations that gave me heart ache and move on with my life. I even wrote it down and said specific things that I wasn't going to think about anymore.

To some extent it worked. But funny enough, every one of those things came back into my life in some form or another. What's that about? So much for leaving them behind.

Maybe it goes back to my blog about justifying a scream. Maybe I really wanted a chance to defend myself and scream at those people and/or situations. And, I'm proud to say, I have.

I feel I have been quite true to myself and saying what I needed to say and didn't get a chance the first time. Granted, not every situation goes just as we plan it, but I done good. So perhaps my goal for 2005 is to

SOUND MY BARBARIC YAWP!!!!!!!!!!!!!